I could never have the life I want and be with you
What is worse is that I’m not sure I want to be without you
You cannot know the days I have spent
Conversing with your ghost
How many smiles I’ve imagined
Dancing before me mid-air
The arms that have embraced me
Each time I’ve had nought but tears and shadows
And all for you, with you, without you
And all for you.
What have I done?